Its stupid to think about myself emo-ing on a Monday afternoon in the comfort of my room.
I get emotional and defensive when it comes to friends and especially so when i find myself unappreciated. Boyfriend and I are really close but I do make conscious effort to catch up with people that I truly bother. But still, some people can't give a damn about the effort I made and in return put the blame on me! Yah, how saddening but true. Some drifted away... and still once in a while remind me that they wanna attend my wedding -_-, some drifted away without realising it and some knowingly drifted away and yet find it so damn hard to exchange simple phones and smses. I know we are all caught up in a race, a race that is going to last a lifetime so when is the 'soon' and the 'one day' going to happen?
I hate people who uses busy schedule and proximity as an excuse, like if you stay in Tampines, I won't give a damn about you. Its true!
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